Ugh. My eye itches. And I PLUCK my eyelashes, cos it's a habit (okay now breathe, breathe) . Rather shocking, but it's one of my
bad habits.
And Grace tricked me today! To think I believed her completely. I should have known better, the way I ganged up with Jiamin to trick her that XIN DIED, YUL GOT INTO ACCIDENT CAIJING COMMITED SUICIDE HYORIN KANA SIAO OR SMTH. But it was really really a very deceiving trick lah.
AND IM PRETTY CERTAIN IT WILL COME TRUE. t'was was rather borinnnnnnnggggggg. that stupid pbl thingum. no one understood what I was saying. pffft. and well, you know what. THERE'S ONLY ONE MORE DAY WITH 2PURITY D:
oh, after school went to see the China "imports" (tsk tsk melissa!
so racist) . The FangQian girl was very friendly! Got leadership eh. And they're pretty friendly lah. next year they're gonna steal our rice bowls! ahhhhhhhh! >:(
Happy dilemma? Maybe?
You shouldn't read, seriously.
A part of me knows that I can't cope, that I have a premonition that I'm not going to do well if I go into B, telling me that it would be the best solution. And best thing is, I know it. Whilst there's another part of me telling me, why not? One more subj; if you fumble, it'll save you. But how? It's like, I can't bloodily cope now and let alone later? And what if, Im like so fricking stressed in s3 and I simply can't cope and then I'll get all flustered and confused and break down. Now now, I don't know.How now. Maybe it's just one of His plans for me, and I should follow it. But I don't know. I shall just decide how it goes, eh?
And you know what. I can't stand you. I know you're trying to lead us (?), but I mean, you don't have the bloody right la. And,
no one bloodily invited you. Urghhhhhhhh.
One more day;
and it's over.
Cos looking back at all those memories;
Like a whizzing past through snapshots of my life;
Felt like just yesterday,
yesterday
